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Love War

by Crazed Visions

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1.
Don’t you hear the clocks ticking like I do? Don’t you hear God talking? No, I don’t either. Can’t you feel the gears working in this old machine, Making up the chain reaction of each day? Yea These accidents of our lives, Here we are just breathing, here we are just feeling Here we are just seeing. Can you see this with me? Can you feel this with me? Can you breathe this me? Can you need this with me? I know that it’s not about needing anyone, So I conjure up these stories til stories are all we have left, Head off towards these sunsets and the stories end. And here I am just burying my loved ones. You can try to turn another leaf, set the game up by changing seats Yea, we will watch that season turn and curse recurring patters Behind that same belief while momentum does the rest, Just wave your flag. Circle back around. You’re allowed to exist here. You’re allowed to go crazy. Take the space you need and would you just believe me If I told you that I wanted you to STAY Circle back around. You’re allowed to exist here. You’re allowed to go crazy. Take the space you need and would you just believe me If I told you that I wanted you to STAY You can try to turn another leaf, set the game up by changing seats Yea, we will watch that season turn and curse recurring patters Behind that same belief while momentum does the rest, Did you wave your flag? This horse comes charging death. This horse comes charging death and your castle’s overrun.
2.
Origins 03:17
To become What we have lost In search of some goddamn holy grail Our wilderness Our understanding Our center instinct Can you remember? Cam you build enough star gates And find the maps To return home With awareness and fragility To become what we have lost In bodies, I will love back to life These origins we’ve denied Til the end of our days I am resigned To experiencing The totality of Our nightmares And fantasies Sleeping on Springs Hear the monsters underneath us Settle with the ring and dong of clocks to our backs Until the mattress is stained up and abandoned to black tunnels But never fully only abandoned by love And taken by night creatures Who divide us in filth And tell us stories of a girl named Lilith
3.
Peering through the keyholes of these eyes I was tryna catch a glimpse into yours I’m so lost in this fantasy, probably won’t escape before this dream ends In rooms from doors through death, What’ll it take to make you feel like I am all you need? Things keep tryna change back to reality, the days pass between us unaccounted for. Just beneath the mask of this poetry, I’m at the theatre’s projector, I’m tryna come through the film Gears and clockwork mazes, The hallways change direction as the tape plays Each time I thought that I’d caught you, It was just another message left on your machine How am I supposed to get through to you anyway anyway these days? Cruisin down the highway of life, babe I’d like to push this 95. (9-5) Fallin off the cliffs of our thoughts and can we please hang out here for a while? There’s no turning back now, it would be the same distance anyhow When that oozing feeling calls from down the road, we’ll be gone before the sun comes around. Tear up the map. We will glue it back together if we need help getting lost Feel that breeze blowing on our faces and nothing can set me off Trust this process. Trust me until I die. Trust your spark for a fire. Hit that gas, baby don’t look back. Don’t let the promises become more lies Chilling out on some greener grass, there’s no need for speed or cash Falling off the map, we had everything we needed so fast that I just fuckin laugh Headed out of town to breathe some fresher air, I really think we need some self care Manmade time has killed me enough. There’s no more deadlines I just grid. And it goes like this.
4.
Pyromaniacs 03:46
I’m being as honest as I can be with myself, Cursing every bit of it that comes out of my mouth I know so well why everything seems damned Why the skies falling and this moment’s burning down on me Cause I burned it down yea I just keep on hitting the snooze to all the control systems That keep me from this burn-cruise I’ll reach the ruins of our ancient empires, thinkin Here we go again with trial by fire Here we go again with our magnifiers Here we go again, I guess we’re just settin fires We’re just pyromaniacs, pyromaniacs, pyromaniacs pyromaniacs, pyromaniacs In our spare time, breaking clocks with unconscious minds Making deals with death Five more minutes for five more years On the other side, we’ll have five more years of hell Five more years of hell with you baby Five more years of unconscious fast forwarding intoto our sudden death Awaking from nightmares, we realize we’ve only got five minutes left Til you’re supposed to leave me So I’m runnin to the backs of the trains of my thoughts That are headed off the bridges I’ve burned down Cause I burned them down Yea Inflating my helium ideas like the stars that all end up as black holes We’re just a black hole baby We’re just pyromaniacs, pyromaniacs, pyromaniacs pyromaniacs, pyromaniacs We’re just pyromaniacs, pyromaniacs, pyromaniacs pyromaniacs, pyromaniacs We’re just pyromaniacs
5.
Process the process. I’m coming down Coming through hypnosis And you still hang around In these lives, in these ends These points that I send, Foes I will fend because I can I’m over these bends. You don’t answer me, but you’ll hear me now. Take this out here, take you down My slopes My drowning Just to turn frowns upside down Stop clowning around with your crazy thoughts I love you still, that’s all.
6.
Sometimes, we just need to get away, can you get away? Start the care and let go down these windy roads Allow that process to unfold, can we unfold ? Life begins without thought, can’t it stay that way? Reset these puzzled eyes into strangers again. Would you meet me in a different place, with a different name? Before the coals burn down to dust that we wished we hadn’t breathed Would you see those deserts with me ? Could we last even five years, breathing good and sleeping good, Are we holding onto this what, love? Is this love in the dark? Is this love in the dark? Are we blind or are we just starved? By accident, make ripples in dark ponds We so closely guard? Befriend each other’s ghost, catch fevers, staring out at the stars? (Bloga Katė) Sometimes, I’m too afraid to move, but can we move? You’ll hold the key, I’ll hold my breath, we’ll make it work. I need to remember what it felt like To feel safe. Any day now, any day Would you swing that river with me? Would you move these mountains? Let’s leave this city right before the dawn breaks. Desolate highway…
7.
Wild Things 04:50
We have this ability to dance again To pull water from the desert sands Bring the music back when life was damned And in this hope our lost ships find land If the darkness is stubborn to your truth I won’t judge you if you burn the world you knew But forgive me if my winters freeze you through When you’re ready, just come home and let this sleep find you I will find you. I hope sleep finds you. I hope you get some sleep tonight. Wild things, I love you with a rage Push this forward with the force of trains I hold your ghost with the hottest flames Make this better, I welcome this pain. I welcome this pain. I welcome my pain. I welcome your pain. I welcome our pain. Why’d ya curse me, say I’m no one and nowhere? Lost in Violins? Yea that’s all that’s there. But forget-me-nots, I still took your dare I was facing wars, you did not care You did not care. You did not care You did not care. You did not care. What footsteps did you threaten to fare To seas we crossed, and things we said with stares When I give this love, know, I wasn’t scared. With these wings I was raisin hell in these nightmares It was nightmare. It was nightmare, I promise a nightmare. Have a reverence no matter come what may. I write these stories, get through darkest days. They come to me with no name. I face these mountains, there is nothing in the way. There is nothing in the way, nothing in the way. There is nothing in the way, nothing in the way. If the darkness is stubborn to your truth I won’t judge you if you burn the world you knew But forgive me if my winters freeze you through When you’re ready, just come home and let that sleep find you I will find you. I hope sleep finds you. I hope you get some sleep tonight.
8.
well now, really, when we go back into falling in love we don't say "rising into love" there is in it, the idea of 'the fall' There is always a curious tie at some point between THE fall and THE creatioN taking this ghastly risk is the condition of there being light You see, for all life is an act of faith the moment you take a step, you do so of an act of faith because you don't really know the floor's not going to give under your feet the moment you take a journey THE moment you enter into any kind of human undertaking and relationship what an act of faith See, you've given youRself up this is the most powerful thing that can be done: surrender see, and love is an act of surrender to another person total abandonment so, that's quite mad because, you see, it's letting things get out of control all sensible people keep things in control
9.
Death Mask 05:02
We are kings and queens Stripped of our royalty, reduced to machines Out on the farthest ledges of our vowed lives Where thoughts have bottomed out to bodies we guide And I’m just tryna hide the rust behind these eyes.. So charge when all hope is lost, in all your glory and armor Silver sword stretched to the dawn This war is not over, we are no longer pawns I’ll be doing you right, in this never ending cycle of sustaining life While simultaneously bleeding out And go through expansion Expansion, we’re going through the doorway Rebirth, rewind to better places Recording, writing in these days of passion In the sarcophagus, In the sarcophagus there was this death mask. In our slumber, the melodies go on forever In the visions that we cease to remember Symbols in the flower petals, messages brought by owls Of alarm clocks and calendars Commit the social sin of letting the voices in And they mess us up so good Call it a nightmare, I hope it don’t happen again But in the end, the nightmare was our best friend And so we keep on in this expansion Expansion, we’re going through the doorway Rebirth, rewind to better places Recording, writing in these days of passion In the sarcophagus, In the sarcophagus there was this death mask.
10.
Us 03:07
We go down these roads And these roads go down with us Draining every last drop, And we go down shooting Heading off in search of some new crazed vision I hope it could still somehow find it’s way Back into Us These last two beating hearts Each anchored by the other’s arrow Until we’re bound to part, Bound for our obscure endings The day these arrows rip out With a pool of blood I hope could still somehow find it’s way Back into Us.
11.
In Our DNA 04:08
In our DNA there was this winter It calls us back to this path inward The faces in these mirrors, just beginners The places we call home, I still have splinters from. You and I were innocent sinners, searching for a place to have some dinner In our DNA there was this springtime Brand new beginnings of this lifeline There was hope in the air, tangible signs Pushing us forward with a landslide Instincts taking over my mind, a reverence for the process of that crime In our DNA there was this summer Inside a place we receive love from What riptides and roots have taken under us ? With eyes covered up by cucumbers What islands did we live on in this slumber Ears in the music, not the numbers ? In our DNA we took this fall Ghosts come to haunt us, show us all of it That harvest moon was hangin like a disco ball Graveyards keep shooting me these phone calls Bad jobs taking me like voodoo dolls Winter’s coming in, our shadows so tall In our DNA there was this winter In our DNA there was this springtime In our DNA there was this summer In our DNA we took that fall.
12.
Backroads 05:36
Before the sands from the deserts we crossed fell from the hourglass With heart, we lived again, smiled again and treasured it to the last If only briefly, we climbed from graves to write songs To taste the gardens we built with dirt and hope May the back roads connect us again in another life May the cars and music draw us to dawns doused in sleep deprivation This is growing up, and growing old Still young enough to kiss with saliva To take life by the steering wheel, Dig that moment like a grave And sink our teeth into the final words That we exchange Oh, that was youth. That was our youth - We had it for a while Like the bodies of our cars We totaled in style Crucial heartbeats spent together Blown like dynamite It was worth it just to get to go And see those sights We found friendships and hidden gems And though they didn’t hold us for very long We forgave them and moved onwards headstrong The gravity of their life still takes my breath away And as my body moves so much deeper As my soul awakens from this sleep As if wishing we were never born Could take away the memories I’d kill to keep As if the pages that I’ve written Weren’t worth the nights I didn’t sleep As if the days weren’t trap doors That we pulled the levers to - to miss the peaks Oh, that was youth. That was our youth, The realizations we reap And the walls that keep us from happiness HAVE GrowN taller and taller We’re now shooting stars With no end in sight Still rage against that dying light The hearts that I have loved In coffins now, all piled up Still rage against that dying light We still rage against that dying light

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released March 21, 2023

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